3months pregnant
Monday, October 24, 2005
ha! as if!
nakita ko lang sa mga list.. and la ko maisip na title..
i just want to tell you that a chapter of my life has ended.. as always when a chapter of your life is closing it'll be hard to let go. well actually it depends. with this chapter however it'll be. and it is. BUT shit happens and all we could do is pinch our noses and continue trudging on with our heads held high, shouders straight (well as far as i could with my scoliosis) as we try to keep our balance in all that muck.
and...CUT!
wala na ko masabi...
10:31 PM
hmmmm...
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
bad poetry..hell.
Break
Break
Said my heart
Shatter
Shatter
Like glass
Disintegrate
Into dust
The pain
The pain
Of heart breaking
Could you hear
It breaking?
Could you hear
The moaning
And silent scream
of despair?
Im numb
For my heart
Is now lost
There is nothing
Left
But the pain
And trail of tears.
For there is no tears
Left to fall fall
Fall fall fall…
12:36 PM
wouldn't it be nice,neh?
Wouldn't It Be Nice--- Beach BoysWouldn’t it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long
And wouldn’t it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know it’s gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we’ve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn’t it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn’t be a single thing we couldn’t do
We could be married
And then we’d be happy
Wouldn’t it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn’t it be nice
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sing with me!!! 50 first Dates hangover.. hwehwe. pati ung Love song ng 311.
dedicated to someone too.. ;P
11:48 AM
a love song..
Monday, October 17, 2005
LOVE SONG by 311Whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like I am home again
whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like I am young again
whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like I am fun again
However far away
I will always love you
however long I stay
I will always love you
whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like I am free again
whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like I am clean again
However far away
I will always love you
however long I stay
I will always love you
whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
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i love the lyrics and i love the melody..
12:02 PM
.........
talk about impending doom..
more like armageddon..
landslide..
and getting buried alive....
your nightmares catching up to you
swallowing you
like some massive dark tidal wave
against that dark dark sky..
knowing you have no escape.. no light
no hand to help you
no wall where you can lean
and rest for a moment
and somehow gather
what ever strength is left within you.
so you'll let them bury you
swallow you
let them imprison you
in darkness...
where you can't breath and
shout your despair.
you lie there
no space no light no hope
could you gather strength
from your grave?
could you claw your way out?
to that impossible freedom?
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... dapat ung first line lang yung ipopost ko..
i dunno what happened..O.o
11:35 AM
hidden talents.. - nice pic..
Friday, October 14, 2005
Your Hidden Talent
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You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.
And while this may not seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.
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12:10 AM
Fatal Frame 3
Thursday, October 13, 2005
wahahah! just watched Fatal Frame 3 trailer!!
i cant wait for the piratas to have a copy.. hehe..
here's a summary i copied from 'Beyond the Camera's Lens'
Zero ~Shisei no Koe~ or
Fatal Frame III: The Tormented
Console: Playstation 2
23 year old freelance photographer Rei Kurosawa has found herself in a difficult position. On a routine job assignment in photographing a reportedly 'haunted house' one of her photograph's reveals her dead fiance(Yuu Aso) in the picture. Confused, bewildered, and a little scared, she recruits the help of writer Kei Amakura, a close friend of her boyfriend, and her assistant Miku Hinasaki. The group decides to explore the mansion. However, as the nights pass on, Rei discovers a blue snake tattoo slowly inching up over her body. What's worse, some of the spirits that have begun to appear in the mansion have the same tattoo.
6:07 AM
drunk with...
Thursday, October 06, 2005
with...
bleh!
october 6 was almost over but louis and i still managed to have dinner. (tagal kasi ng training e..and it was the first time i saw louis). he was planning to take me to lacxo but it was as i said very late and we had to think somewhere nearby.. well, we settled in a one of the restaurants in grove. however i dont its name.. ^^;; the menu was ok but because of the lateness they only had chicken meals (talk about order-taker!) the food was also long in coming.. we kinda played boggles to pass the time.. e ang tagal ng order namin so we ordered beer.. si louis red horse,san mig light lang sakin. tamang tama naman dumating si most awaited food. we ate contentendly,making idle chat. besides sa isang nakakaasar na singit na kwento ni louis it was a nice dinner. =P so we talked and dranked.. medyo weird nang takbo ng utak ko..
we decided to head back to H5 (we left our things there) it was already around 11 pm. we even saw hill,kasama mga barkada na mukhang nag iinom. then nakasalubong namin mga BSAT, nagyayang mag inom din.. louis promised na susunod na lang daw kami.. sa H5, medyo napa chika kami kay nee-san. nabanggit nya na kagagaling lang don nina jen. and i told him na nakasalubong nga namin sila. kqento pa nga nila na inubos na nila ung tequila. and that i was saddened kasi di ko pa rin natitikman un.. suddenly he jumped up and pagbalik nya hinugasan nya na ung shot glass and asked kung gano ko kadami gusto nung brandy nya. (binigay nya pala sakin un as we were talking and i was embracing the bottle) and nahiya naman ako tumanggi kasi bigla nya ngang hinugasan ung shot glass and cge sabi ko,unting unti.. and i drank and... grabe.. alcohol.. parang ung alcohol galing alcohol lamp! and ayun.. lakas nang tama.. i was aware, but i cant control my laughter.. para akong nasa precipice and kung uminom pako ng kahit kaunting alcohol pa, i would have fallen over the edge.. we went to the meeting place na napagkasunduan.. medyo nagmamadali na silang uminom.. but i have an exam the next day(zoo122 lect of all exams!), so i told louis, una nako.. kayo ko pa naman umuwi.. and that's how our 4th anniversary ended.. medyo high ako natulog.. ^__^
11:55 PM
a cherrie cocktail please..
meorw~ im supposed to be doing another research on one of my SP papers.. of course,a little non- academic surfing wouldn't hurt.. =P
here's a personality cocktail generator thingy.. got it from sesu~ funfun.. ^___^
| How to make a cherrie |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
5 parts humour
5 parts instinct |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability |
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
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For more or less interesting news..
Today is my and My Frog Prince's 4th Anniversary~!!!!! ^____^
Happy Anniversary, kero-chan!!!!
*insert lots of hugs and kisses*
mwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwah
mwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwah
mwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwah
mwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwah
mwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwahmwah!!!!
^________^
hwe... great timing though.. it's in the middle of the hell week.. ^^;;
seems to imply something about our relationship.. hehe..
7:55 PM
emo-ness and just plain blabbering
Monday, October 03, 2005
yeah this entry would just be pure emo-ness.. and blabber.. nasa mood ako magblabber ngayon.. even wrote a 'comparatively' long reply to paul tarnate.. weird..
post ko lang isang poem ko dati.. kung ayaw mo mag emo then get out! =P a,page down pala..
lying on
some one else's bed,
i close my eyes
letting the sad melody
wash over me.
i close my eyes
hoping, wishing
for a dream of you,
knowing you'd
never feel my longing
for you;
knowing no matter
how hard i pray
or wish on
a thousand falling stars,
you'll not be there
when i open my eyes.
and if i do dream of you
i'll wish never
to wake up.
rather than live in a
reality where you
dream of some one else.
--August 6, 2005
wow.. monthsari pala namin nang ginawa ko to. how nice. (im being sarcastic,if you dont know)
it's crap. parang form ng prose na inayos lang para gawing daw poem.. crap..crap..
may balak akong gawing version nito e, where the speaker wakes up in another bed again. but this time she's naked and she's with another man!!! hahaha!
Trivia: most of my poems e nangyayari sakin.. or feel ko.. (whatever that means) does this mean i want to wake up naked in stange guy's bed? sa panaginip!!! ugh! i cant even sleep totally naked in my own bed in my own room.. (kaya nga sa panaginip lang e)
another thing i learned today: mahirap humikab nang may lamang candy ang iyong bunganga.. kaw ba,kaya mo? naputol hikab ko kanina.. =(
may polo (the mint with a hole) ako dito,want some?
walang ilaw sa h5!!! or rather ayaw gumana lahat ng circuits..somebody must explain this to me..
mahirap bang intindihin ang isang lyrics ng kantang direct to the point naman ang sinasabi? ang labo..
6:35 PM
another blog
Saturday, October 01, 2005
haha! just made another blog. a first here in www.blogger.com
already have one in livejournal.com and in the ever growing friendster. also if you count my journal in deviantart which remains un updated.
hmm.. im still waiting for my groupmates to text me that it is time to do the damn sci paper in our zoo117 extra points paper.
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i'm a bit worried about louis. he seems to be taking almost all the responsibilities in their org. and he's really tired. however he seems to be enjoying it again. so tha's why im just 'bit' worried.
i just hope that he'll have the same attitude when he has to do his thesis. i was quite surprised with myself when i thought that it'll be nice to hear him say that he's busy with his thesis.. weird..
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crala is having some problem with her powerpoint presentation. she may have to repeat it all over again.. ^^;;
4:13 AM
